On a good day I will participate in the team game, lead from the front and know my own name but on a bad day, I won't play won't play ball,I'll just forget them all and go it alone, become closed off in the no entry zone. This is the rod I've made and who is my God, the Marquis de sade? On a good day I put the whip away forget to self flagellate have a chance to heal believe I can be someone real and not just the joker in the pack.