Darling, when I try and write to you, all format flies from my grasp. Haiku and ten always too little, and prose I would have to fill with beauty- words I do not have to describe us anymore. You see, unlike the family tradition, I was never a good Scrabble player. Always only 100 tiles and short, obscure words never enough to tell a story that should be rich, not sparsely populated with only 1 Z, or 2 Ys or 2 Cs. With you I feel I am playing scrabble with my words. As always, my darling, (with) you I am losing.