MY BED STILL SMELLS LIKE YOU AND **** IF I HAVEN'T TRIED SO ******* HARD TO WASH THE SMELL OUT
BUT IT WON'T FADE AWAY. MAYBE THIS IS ALL IN MY HEAD.
MAYBE YOU WERE NEVER MINE TO BEGIN WITH MAYBE IT WAS ALL JUST AN ILLUSION
MAYBE I NEED TO STOP PRETENDING THAT WHAT WE HAD WAS REAL BECAUSE I'M STARTING TO REALIZE
THAT NONE OF THIS MEANT ANYTHING TO YOU. YOU KEEP LEAVING
LIKE IT'S ALL YOU'VE EVER KNOWN HOW TO DO. DIDN'T ANYONE EVER TEACH YOU TO STAY?
IF YOU'RE GOING TO WALK AWAY AGAIN DON'T BOTHER COMING BACK. I STILL REMEMBER THE WAY YOU HAD SCARS ALL OVER YOUR FINGERTIPS FROM TOUCHING TOO MANY STARS
AND HOW THE FIRST TIME YOU TOUCHED ME ALL I FELT WAS MY SKIN BURNING.
I THINK THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I TRULY EVER FELT ANYTHING.
NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE I'M ABSOLUTELY NUMB
AND ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO PLEASE ******* STAY.