I have this revelation— like some eerie recurring dream. It dips and cleanses my conscience for a full five seconds of clarity. A situation, short in stature, where I can take slow breaths knowing that I am able to walk away from this bearing enough grit and grin to repair all of my cracks and voids with something stickier— something I found on my own.
I have this revelation— and in it, the boy is just a smudge in the upper left-hand corner of a yellowed photo depicting a new me and a new someone else skinny dipping in some unnamed waterfall deep in the secret folds of Appalachia. In it, the smiles on the faces are so incandescent that the person holding the photo doesn't notice the charming tummy rolls, disheveled hair or the smudge in the upper left-hand corner.
I have this revelation— happiness should not be Rubik's-cubed into impossibility. I have this revelation— happiness should be simple. Happiness should be simple. Happiness should be. Simple.