we don't know and we never will
we can only try to make it last
the grasp came slowly suddenly fast
There is so much and I don't want to spill
Still
It's stuck on a certain level, to take
it higher and firmly impact, make
you grow, I can only influence you though

It is like orange became green
the prettiest I have ever seen
combined to create one period of ease and understanding
a helicopter landing on my roof
there is no proof but I am sure
I guess I have to lure someone else into my trap
to sit on my lap and gently tap the feelings I have always shared
with words and silence
with stares and closed eyes
with the harsh punishment of being bound
being tied together
even better
being one

like green becoming orange, red and blue
I don't think I am in love with you
I just need you to be here or there
whenever I can no longer bear
the thought of being alone
thrown
into the wild
a comforting mild
hesitating care
don't you dare
to admit
that after all we'll sit behind screens for hours just to tell
if something once actually finished well