I've never believed in a forever,

A mere fairy tale as old as time.

I never imagined nor pondered the fantasy,

Of wanting someone to cherish for all my life.

Never once until this moment,

Have I lusted after only one thing, for so long.

Never knew of a soul that, to me, called,

Or of a hunger to twist my gut and make me fall.



My morals have become blurry

Old opinions are seeming wrong

My views are drastically changing

All due to my less than graceful fall