the same **** routine every day i am so bored bored with myself engulfed by the normality controlled by the system I ask everyone "Doesn't it get old?" they say 'no, you have to make the money somehow' but isn't life meant to be more than this?? Where is the fire in everyone's eyes i wanna see flames!! i wanna see passion for God's sake!! give me hope that i will not lead a boring life because i'm scared to death about what the future and beyond paranoid that i will grow up and amount to nothing, look back on my life and regret the times i did as i was told