To think at one point I was pushing you away
oh how I wish you would have just stayed
that my smile could just make everything right
and I would have stayed with you those nights
to think at one point I thought I was better without you
oh how I wish I knew I was just being amused
that I was just young and dumb almost numb
and that I know this is truly love
to think at one point I wanted you to forget all about me
oh how I wish that I would have not been so f** mean
that I wouldn't have tried to hide
that I would have just opened my blind eyes
now I miss you and want you here this time no lies no fear
cause to think at this point all I do is cry
oh how I wish I would have just gave you my life instead of saying goodbye instead of letting your love die