gentle
i was not gentle with you
in moments,
i can
and i am
but this place has me wondering at times

i want my thoughts to align
with my actions
and that is something i've been wanting to work on darling
whether or not you continue to stick around

i am feeble
and frantic
and pure
but manic
fleeting
and granite
loyal
but tantric
easily moved
yet stagnant
in this resolve to love
holy
but caustic
loving
yet nothing
chilling
and all consuming
but
pure, pure, pure