She writes countless poems about a boy who will never care again, who slipped right through her fingers and can't bare to look her in the eye anymore. He's in love and she wants to be happy that he is, but his laughter is the fuel that kept her happiness going. She craves his big goofy smile to reappear into her life but he hates her down to the bone, All the way to the core of her messy heart. And I can't stand the fact that were apart, I want you back in my life and I want you to know that I care about you so much but honestly you don't care and I just wish the fact that I could once make you laugh would be enough to make you come back...