He sat on the swings with me I flashed back to 1983 I wished this second time around would have worked And I am so sorry that I still love such a **** The part I love is so seldom seen That sticking around to see it feels very mean I am subject to all the seething anger in every scene You have no patience, no calmness, it is obscene I cannot live in that crazy world of everything negative I feel like a captive in a gilded cage with no real objective I cannot change you, you said it yourself And my feelings can no longer sit on a shelf I am so sorry we did not make it But I can no longer fake it