does it make you smile when the plane shakes & cries from turbulence? does your mind flirt with the thought of one final merriment? soaring through the air rushing high speed dirt about to mate with the pavement .
or perhaps in the coffee shop when he sits next to you by circumstance? just taking the policeman's keys and gun rushing there will be no happy end for this coincidence you smiling knowing you have no chance
laughing like a loon handing it all back telling him sorry but...