She is sunshine spackled on the bottom of a too-turquoise pool in the first days of July so gasping-hot with your friends in a barely-broken-in bikini.
She is the creak of an old swing straining higher-higher-higher to bruise the eggshell-sky for the last time before you jump and fly and land in a green plush carpet
She is the softness of a new marshmallow melting in a mug of Mom's homemade hot chocolate in snowball hands.
She is the hope of a new day, a young year, another chance.
She is also the slow stone in your stomach when the other foot falls where you knew it would.
She is a bear hug. She is a flowering tree. She is a warm cookie. She is an expected sadness.