Losing pieces, meeting long lost nieces
on the worst of family parties, lots of
family, much less party, I get drunk.
Meadows, long wet grass tickling my legs,
every single creature around here begs
for my inexhaustable attention, selfish.
The buzzing calls of nature soothe, me
not everyone.
I don't have to talk because it helps me,
I just want to talk to you, but I see
how it is.
My hands are tied, they say I lied,
my brains are fried, they say I cried
for help.
I got what I wanted, help, and nothing more.
friendship, love and connections are illusionary.
We talk to break the tension, we talk to feel better and happy,
but are we? I want to travel now. Go and be alone, discover me.
though I'm not good at being alone.
Like crazy.