and today everything hurt.
my tears confused my tongue, and the hurt tasted different. i wasted 8 minutes trying to console myself over the disappearance of my soul. and the darkness became the highest paying tenant in my arteries.

you know, i googled "how to tie a noose" today.
did you know that people favour the hangman's noose to the strangle-snare?

i think im broken.

dear friends, one day if you read this, if you knew? why didn't you say anything.