Sitting next to you on the couch Has never felt as it does now I long to be close to you And feel your warmth I long to hold your hand And kiss your neck I'm so confused in this sea of love A tidal wave of emotion I can't figure out just what I want One day, I cling to you The next day, I repel I don't know what to do I'm in my own personal hell I want the clarity that I seek I want a sign to tell me what's right So I can be free of these sleepless nights