you shower me with affection and rose water words ever so subtle blind siding me yesterday you threatened me today you grabbed my wrist, hard enough tomorrow, i am not waiting to find out true no visible bruise baby i was just playing, covered by a boyish smile that devilish smile i struggle to resist but i was not having fun, enough for a wake up call the love you planted and carefully watered in my heart are slowly suffocating under the weight of fear for you trust died the moment the pain signal from my wrist reached my brain what a pity for us both this had the potential of a great love affair the kind legends are made of