I am afraid that one day I will succumb to my weaknesses and wake up realizing that you are still in my veins. You took something from me that I will never get back which caused the best of my days to fly away. That is why I can only continue drifting within this void of sadness, swallowing me whole little by little. I hate the fact that I am no longer the person who I wanted to be and the truth is that I loved you so much.