I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
But I'm going to extremes
To prove i'm fine without you
But In reality I'm
Slowly losing my mind
And I need to cast a smile
While Gradually Im dieing inside
Don't ask me how I feel
Cuz i wont tell you a thing
Cuz i don't want you to see
The fact that I'm suffering
Soo i wear a disguise
Till i go home at night
Then turn down all the lights
And then
I breakdown and cry...