I feel poisoned
I always thought it was because of you
but it's because i drank to much alcohol
and because of all the cigarettes i smoked
to forget you and to clean my body

and i saw that picture of you with your hair done so well and your face so stunning
and your new girlfriend can shut  up
we had something special and what we have is special
its a love that wont be returned

how come you never thought of me when you left me?

I just really miss you

i cant convert time into feelings or words
its too late and i cant turn it back