May 2014
**** this constant pointless battle
Because all that i ever hear
No matter what i'm doing right or wrong is:
Stupid coward weak and selfish
And at least while i surrendered to the obsession
With ribs and love and hope, perfection
There was a way to win.
But **** this endless battle
Because all that i ever hear
No matter what i'm doing right or wrong is:
Stupid coward weak and selfish
And at least while i surrendered to the obsession
With ribs and love and hope, perfection
There was a way to win.
But **** this endless battle
I know that i will never be good enough. Not good enough to recover. Not strong enough to be thin. Nothing will ever work so why the **** do i keep trying? **** this. **** it all.
