With a joint in the ashtray and a pen in my hand I travel through vapours to my neverland awareness fades slowly to the drum beating time as I float, now enraptured slow-captured, sublime. Where I am an island no hurt at my shore here grief doesn't beckon 'cause I love you no more but deep in minds shadows l feel you draw near my bringer of sadness sweet wringer of tears I hear your dark whispers rekindling our ties I'm fighting, freefalling through love laden lies.