I lay on my bed
Faced down in my pillow
I choke and I drown
Deep in my sorrow

The one thing
That made sense to me.
Has crashed and broken
How can this be?

To an irretrievable end
Does our relationship turn.
Why do you make me cry so much?
Why do you make me yearn?

I didn't deserve
To be treated like this,
I didn't want us
To end up in this ****.

From when we met,
To us standing here today
Baby it's all changed
You've gone so far away.

There's no trust
There's no confidence
There's no togetherness
Tell me why we're in this mess.

The fact that you cheated
The fact that you lied.
The fact that you made me,
Curl up n cry.

Night after night
I want the pain to stop.
If you still want me,
taking me for granted needs to stop.

Everyone tells me,
Just walk away,
You don't deserve this pain
You'll get over him one day

The fact is I still love you
And it hurts me to think,
Of a life without you.
It's like a pen with no ink.