I want to stain your heart
The way you stained me
But instead of cruel words,
I want the reminisce of me
To make you ache.  
I want to **** you with kindness
That isn’t so kind
5 years from now
When you hear my name
If you hear my name
I want your insides to crumble
Especially your blackened lungs
All that black
All from that terrible, cigarette addiction
That I sparked in you
(I hope you don’t quit)