So long ago, I raised
this up, all of my
expectations piled up like
so many building blocks.
now I sit here, trying
to find all the hope
I had constructed
my expectations of.
So long ago, I watched
as we crumbled, all of us
and everything we were falling
down like demolished children's toys.
now I sit here, trying
to understand why, if I watched
us fall apart, knowing the end,
I am still disappointed.