I miss a 16 year old girl I miss a girl with skin fairer than that ***** snow white I miss a girl who lips are red like my blood I miss a girl who's eyes could make me question everything and anything I miss a girl who scoffed at my compliments I miss a girl who called me a player I miss a girl who could write beautifully I miss a girl who saw more I miss a girl that blocked all of my compliments I miss a girl who was shy I miss a girl who's tears could burn holes in my soul I miss a girl who loved me I miss a girl who trusted me I miss a girl with blond hair I miss a girl that wore nice earings I miss a girl that hated herself I miss a girl with scars on her wrist, bruises around her neck and burn marks on her legs I miss a girl that could look into a mirror and not like what she saw I miss a girl who thought she was ugly I miss a girl ghat thought she was a curse to the world I miss a girl that wanted to **** herself for most of her life I miss a girl that drank I miss a girl that did drugs I miss a girl who loved the pain I miss a girl who hated the numbnesa I miss a girl that put others before herself not because she was kind but because she thought they were better than her I miss a girl that I abandoned I miss a girl who trusted me enough to tell me THAT SHE WAS ******* KILLING HERSELF I miss a girl thagtnever showed anyone her tears but she showed me I miss a girl that never showed anyone her scars but she showed me I miss a girl that was so delusional that she showed me her trye self I miss a girl that I hated for one day....I almost killed myself the day after I miss a girl who had such an impact on me that I still feel her pain floating around in my head....
I miss a beautiful girl
I miss a girl that killed herself and it haunts me everyday
Im sorry it took me so long to write this. R.I.P LEAH