I have engrossed it in my mind what is missing, what should be mine. But how hard it is, to get it, in this life of ours. Oh! how I wish I had not come into it somehow. I have waited so long, searched so deep Its meaning, I'm sure will not wear away. But, what meaning? Oh Yes!, I know now and vaguely remember how it was like, but it wasn't for long!
From unpublished book "The Seeds Of Life" - compiled in 1996. A very early piece, perhaps the third one written.