I am happy,
But why is that those tears wont stop falling?
It's the right thing,
But why is that it doesn't feel like so?
I am strong,
But why is it that I need to be strong?
I should not feel this way,
But why is it that my feelings have become so bipolar ?
It's bravery,
But why is it that I feel it's an act of fear instead?
I am not oblivion no more,
But why is it that i feel there is much behind every path?
I fear failure,
But why is that I feel that it is a fear of success?
I should enjoy the moment,
But why is it that my brain cant comprehend to happiness no more?