I want to be okay I just want to give up. I hate drama I find it amusing. I am trying to get better I am not trying at all. I like myself I'm a stupid *****. My friends are my rock No one likes me anymore. I can block out flashbacks that I don't care to remember. I think about what happened to me every second of the day. I'll get over this. I don't know how to move on. I've got it all together I am falling A P A R *T