i am afraid of having to feel this way towards you. this is familiar, it is a warning sign perched on the edge of a cliff, and i am the clueless traveler blinded by the sunlight and the colors of the sky. you are the bottom of the seemingly infinite cliff, and i'm contemplating over jumping or not, because before, the others have only let me crash and never thought of catching me. i'm not sure if you are the water or the ground. i feel all of this only for you, and it happens as fast as a blink. and love, i blink a million times a day. and it scares me to death every time.