So what if I'm being a *****
So what if I'm acting rude
Right now I think I am allowed

I dont care anymore
I dont give a rats ***
I'm sooo past done

Just going through the motions
not taking anything in
Not caring about anything

I know its mean
and I know its not right
But trust me
right now its for the best

Its either that or a mental break down
My emotions are bubbling up
and I cant stem the flow

I need to remove myself from it all
so I can quietly and calmly
pull my self together
I'm sorry If that hurts you

I'm not trying to be mean
I'm not trying to push anyone away

I just need to do this for me
I hope you understand