I looked for you in my lucid dreams that were more fulfilling than the ******* filled day I dragged my lifeless body through I searched for what felt like an eternity and even though I had control of my dream I had no control over whether or not you loved me
The sun shone down on my pale skin and comforted me until the warmth turned to heat which left me suffocating, waiting for you to give me breath again I mapped out hopes for our future named our unborn children and yet when I found you you were in the arms of another and all you had to offer me was one simple shrug