ick. its almost that day again. the day I have to put a fake smile on my face and say to you cheerfully "mommy, I love you"
we both know I'm lying I don't see why we pretend It wont be a good day no matter what you called today just to *****
plus, its my sisters birthday what a mess I have to deal with little kids and her preppy bubbly behavior
I think im just gonna sleep tomorrow. just sleep all day. ill get in trouble for it, I know. im supposed to be home early
but I don't care anyway.
this is kinda stream of consciousness. I didn't edit it I just barely revised it because im already thinking too much about tomorrow and now im gonna go drown myself in my music. be back Monday morning when this is all over.