I crave love, but I don't deserve it
I don't deserve it, so I destroy it
I destroy it, so that he can be happy
he can be happy, if I'm not in his life
his life would be better without me
without me, the one who destroys herself
destroys herself physically to feel alive
to feel alive, because most of the time I'm dead
I'm dead because I'm human
I'm human because I crave love