Insecurities crushes the purity of life all we do is fight over civil rights when that was abolished. It makes me feel demolished while you sit there so polished laughing and applauding I die inside but I'll never let you see a coffin I feel **** often with no intentions on letting you know that I'm slowly letting go its winter inside of me 365 and I know you feel the snow the flowers will never grow never bloom you and I have always been doomed I find myself trying to find room in a place I use to call home now feels like a tomb a never ending maze to escape this place I need space to find a  universal way of peace.