I CANT EVEN SLEEP
WITHOUT KNOWING THAT
YOUR POEM WILL BE ON MY
PHONE WHEN I WAKE UP
AND YOU MAKE SUICIDAL
AND I CANT HELP
BUT SMILE WHEN YOU
SAY MY NAME
BECAUSE I WANT TO KNOCK
YOUR TEETH OUT
SO YOU CANT RATTLE
OUT THE ******* LETTERS
OF MY NAME WHEN
IM MAKING YOU STUTTER THROUGH AN
******
AND I WANT TO PLANT
MY LIPS ON YOURS
AND CALL IT A *******
GARDEN
BECAUSE GROWING PLANTS
AND SMILING IS REALLY
ALL I USED TO KNOW
BUT NOW ALL I
KNOW IS SUICIDE
AND HALF OF THAT
IS YOUR FAULT
AND THE OTHER HALF
IS MINE
ALWAYS WANTING YOU TO
BE HAPPY WITH ME
BUT YOU'RE WITH
HER AND ID GIVE THE
WHOLE ENTIRE EARTH
TO JUST CRACK THE GALAXY
OUT OF YOUR RIB CAGE AND WATCH
YOUR HEART FALL TO THE
FLOOR IN FRONT OF ME
BUT WHEN I PICK IT UP
TO GIVE IT BACK
YOU'RE DEAD
AND THERE IS NO PULSE BECAUSE YOU
ONLY LIVED ON
FOR HER