I think I understand the way a leaf feels its beautiful at birth when everything's new it grows and becomes normal its just another day on earth then the world changes it color and all until nothing's the same and it's insides feel small then the wind shakes it just a small gust will do and its on the ground then under a shoe no one notices the single leaf that fell except for the ones around it
I was beautiful and new everyone loved me and I could love too but then the world changed my view of most things my heart closed up I lost my wings so when the wind shook me and tried to make me fall I resisted and tried but my strength was so small still I fall and I fall I am trampled over by the shoe on his foot making me wonder am I dumber than I look to believe that the wind would cease to blow when strength is something my heart doesn't know
There is a special time of year when nothing is new it comes once a year. All in all I've never been more fond of any season but fall