What’s this going on in my head I’ve forgotten about what I said Forever and always we’ll be together It was the truth until our love I severed I walk around in utter shame Lost a perfect gift and I’m to blame I would beat myself out of existence But I am determined to fix this Our love was strong, that I know For when I have you close, my heart still glows I do not expect to be forgiven Just want you to know I hate the life I’m living How much I wish I could rewind I would go to the first time your eyes met mine To win your heart is my life goal It is worth more than anything, even my poor soul I’m slowly dying is desperation You were my blood, and especially my safe haven Nothing compares to how much I crave you My selfish ways caused me to leave you It’s been so long now I feel like a stranger I want to bring you close but I am a danger I miss holding your soft and loving hands I miss getting to kiss you whenever I can There’s something in my heart that feels like an earthquake It burns like fire, maybe cause hell is my fate It’s caused from depression, the demon inside me The only cure is a woman like you beside me Third times a charm, well that’s some ******* I wasted my chances now in pity I sit She has something special, a cute little spark The words your about to hear come straight from my heart Her beauty is magnificent, sent down from above She has white wings that look like a dove Her eyes they will trap you in sheer amazement One cannot dream something more heaven sent Her shy little whispers will give one chills It travels through the body until the heart it fills Her lips are like diamonds, her kisses are jewels Whoever denies them is surely a fool Her hugs are a cure for anything with pain For the love she pours out is more than the rain This poem does not have to mean anything special Just what’s on my mind and doesn’t seem to settle
I ruined a relationship that was everything to me.