I wonder if my God is listening to me right now I wonder if he listens to the whole prayers I wonder why did he give me a brain that can't handle the truth .. A brain that is lost in the darkness .. A brain doesn't really know what's the point .. A brain knows the equation but doesn't know the answer .. All the roads lead to death .. And the more i know the more i feel bad .. I feel lost .. And if i dont deserve the answer .. Why do i deserve the question ?