I doodled butterflies on my arms, and pretended they could fly into my veins, and they were named after celebrities and friends and family, no not family I let my butterflies live, and they lived real lives while I, I lived a life already dead i n s i d e and I let the butterflies soar back onto my skin after every shower scared them away. I was a flower and they were perched on me, they were pollinating my strength with kind words and you're going to be okay okay because we love you you're our flower and we are your butterflies And you will be okay. So thank you, Dear butterflies, thank you for living.