My mother named me wrong. I am electricity constricted beneath too tight of skin. I am earthquakes, and dry eyes when my mother is crying at the pills in my hand. God assigned me a name that made no sense. Heaven who ended up walking on the edge of hell at 4 a.m Born a mistake, forgive me for the way my hands tremble at the thought of standards, for I'm as fragile as the topic of ******* in a church sermon. I am a crude misconception of a woman, with the morals of a man. I am my fathers daughter if I were to be claimed, but I refuse branding, and I am my own darkness. I am nothing but I am.