triangular tree-tops dot the horizon the Fir has a specific shape scented cones fall to delighted squirrels eagerly scooping and burying nature’s bounty as another winter has passed without catastrophe blankly staring out stained glass, longing to feel the grass between aging toes mud puddle hop-scotch memories transport me from a desk and a screen to a childhood filled with wide open spaces and wooded glades and the freedom to explore the world around me soft cooing of the female squab forces the present into focus and I sit watery-eyed trying to recapture a fading memory it slips from view as I try to rekindle an interest in the job at hand slow death by 9 to 5 employment