the windows in my room have gone black and there are toxins in my throat
a brick wall replaced my heart in my chest, and even that is cracking
the neurons in my brain are all screaming at me, “you ****** up, you ****** everything up. you have destroyed yourself and everyone else with your tsunami and natural disaster.”
the ocean raging in my bones has been high tide since you came
and i’m drowning in my own sense of power

*(a.m.c.)