I wish we could write life in pencil maybe my life is the white board of life Can I please at least be a chalk board maybe they don't erase the things that rub off on them perfectly but at least they get to rub something off I am more like a tar pit of a life Where the things that touch my life will forever stick to me You see the monsters that have come and died, leaving their remnants here to rot Why Can't I Etch a Sketch myself a new beginning I was sick two weeks ago; went to this terrible place of pins and hell Then I realized the pain in my body was nothing compared to the pain in my soul I wished for the pain to come and eat my body whole Today I feel that pain again, maybe this time it comes forever then my soul can be put to rest and Etch A Sketch itself into a different reality
I feel empty and alone. I am still talking to you, and it's only been one day, but I already feels miles away from you. You say Hunny then edit your own life to call me by my name as if I'm not that special anymore.