I feel like in these verses I pour my pain into poetry Endless piety and sadness Wretched yet filling I feel like the pain is what keeps me writing All that keeps me occupied If I can't show you my heart with words I am lost Simply cast adrift on a sea of loneliness With no outlet, swallowing myself. Consumed by my head Drowning in my own tears Tearing myself apart at the seams So that's why I write So I don't simply become Another suicide.