You used to matter so much to me.
I will breathe you in and refuse to let you out.
I keep our memories so tightly in my grasp,
nothing escapes from the past.
I will beat the love through out veins,
even when our hearts told us to give up.
I made sure that nothing could ever go wrong.
But when it did,
I could not change a thing.

Don't you see?
The things that matter so much to me in the past
no longer matters anymore.
The people who were my entire world-
Suddenly, I do not orbit around them like a lonesome dawrf planet.
When you wrench our relationship apart,
I had let everything go.
I had let everything that was in my grip,
fell out of my hands.
I saw them fall into a deeper part of my brain and although it seems like I still harbour them,
It's irrevocably gone now.

Nothing matters anymore.
I live in the shadows and the sun no longer shines on me.
But that is okay, because nothing matters.