I haven't felt like
Myself lately
I've felt
Different

Because I've gone through
Stages
From my innocent little girl phase
To a person who was
Bombarded
With the things of this cruel world
And had to feel everything
So strongly
To a girl who is
Emotionless
To everything

Because I don't feel
An ache
Or a break
In this fragile heart
Deep in my chest anymore

I feel nothing

And something drastic could happen
And I know
I would still feel
Nothing

-e.w.