not the dreams you see while asleep the images, the voices you hope to be i cant assume my own reality for my reality that doesn't want me sometimes i suspect my insanity for my doubt kills me how to distinguish dream from waking reality maybe its lack of faith but its my surrounding what makes me want to flee oh the relief i feel when i only pick what to see, what to feel living in ones own imagination is living for real i wish they let me alone living this dream yet they always interfere and wake me from my sleep