Inside your high-fenced garden i have entered Climbed over the sky-high gate you had cluttered Stepped on every little beautiful flower Burned its perfume without a care Smashed the petals into powder Dehydrated the ground with the water i wont share ****** out the remaining pride you had Buried the life you had in you in the deepest layer of the ground Attacked the pure love you had found The dreams, the hopes you had lit up With the fire of your excited eyes Every door i had widely opened has been shut Selfishness took me off guard Now, Its setting an admirable prize For whoever finds MY missing pride I look down to my feet and my socks are no longer white They've turned darker than my inner shades From the mess that i am The huge pond of mistakes i've made The knives i've used to cut out your roses The rocks i've thrown at your soldiers That you had place to keep me away From your heart, from your mind, from hurting you this way