I’ve seen that shirt

so many times

from when I’ve warn it

to when I’ve ripped

it from your body

out of awful rage

because I’d break 
every single bone in 
your ******* face

if it weren’t for the 
fact
t
hat I already broke every single bone

in both of my hands

clenching my

fists 
keeping my cool

choking down a bottle

of pills

just to keep me from finding something
to break myself with